stressful enviroment makes lazy ppl. hmm... agree? haa.. yah i'm becoming extremely lazy nowadays. thus lazy person havta spend more money. Taking cab so frequesntly nowadays that i simply and overspending!! arg!!

Holiday to KL n Penang was more than usual. I think tis is one of my most fulfilling trips.

Day1(Fri)
Reached KL ard 4pm due to jam at the tuas causeway. ARG!! aft checking in walked ard n had dinner wif my mama n my couzall thanks to my couz & his gf. hee.. ZOUK KL was fun!! all RnB/HipHop..along Jalan Ampang haa.. VIP entry due to my couz n his gf being members.. gee..while we club away, my mama met up with her friends ( i won't leave my mama in hotel room, not a good thing huh, since she's my atm for the trip... gee..) reached back at bout 4am n slept like a PIG!!!

Day2(Sat)
Woke up just in time for lunch. got scolding frm mama, but my couz gf n friend was still snoring away.. grr.. decided to leave them alone and headed out shopping wif my mama, bought hellalota things in a span of 6hrs. Covered KLCC n Midvalley during then.. think i spent more than RM $1000 during that 6hrs alone. haa.. u know me, i'm unstoppable in m'sia.. gee.. n couz(kenny) n gf(veron) n friend(george) finally woke up!! for dinner.. (duh) had seafood dinner at some place.. can't remember, but not that fantastic though. decided to slack the nite away, thus all of us headed to San Fransico Coffee to chat (inclusive of my mama).. not surprisingly, my mama got along quite well, the only problem is that we havta correct her english frm time to time.. haa...

Day3(Sun)
Woke up for breakfast, pack bag then headed up to Penang( for me it was to another detination, for my mama kenny n veron it was back home.. gee..) reached at like 5pm, just in time for dinner. Aunt pick all of us up n headed to the usual spots for dinner, had my kuey tiao thng n chee chong fun (long long long awaited) then headed for the long winding road back to my grandma's place. George came over to stay that nite..but had to sleep wif my couz cuz no place, thus so sad, veron had to bunk wif me n my mama.. haa.. funny combi sia... But i caught them! Was rather embarassing for them cuz, hee.. we were staying at the top floor, 2 bedrooms n 1 bathroom in between. As i headed up the steps, my couz n his gf came outta the bathroom TOGETHER!! n both wrapped in towels.. arg!!! bless their brave souls cuz my aunt n uncle was only 2 floors down watching tv. lucky not caught by them or my mom or our aunts, or it will be hell for them frm then on. As if it was bad enough, ( i was made to swear not to tell anyone, but i can't resist to blog... gee..)i spotted a used condom in the dustbin of the toilet. ARG!! ended my day with me sleeping wif veron n my mom sleeping downstairs.

Day4(Mon)
Woke up to my couz n his gf talking. my mama had disappeared downstairs already. Don't know why but my uncles dogs were barking away. (4dogs) then found out when i came down for lunch that one of my uncles' dogs gave birth to 4 pups. They were so cute!! gee... then played x-box wif veron aft lunch. George left then. My mama brought me n veron down to my sub-yi's place ard 3pm. Gonna move there for the next 2days cuz gotta move back n forth frm town, n my aunt's place is only 5 mins down by car. Went for a swim in my aunt's condo then headed to do mani n pedi with my mama ard 7pm. Its damm cheap sia.. only 65RM.. met up wif kenny, veron n george aft mani/pedi, n headed down to their friend's place for a party. Its some kind of club, someone's bday i think.. donno.. for once i'm blur who was who.. met so many ppl at one go that i can't remember. Drank ourselves silly, n did something even more silly. My couz drove us back to the condo when he isn't that sober at all. This is something i did which i regret sia. I really thank god that i'm still alive n well. Can't believe i let my couz drive when i know he's drunk. I mean i wasn't that sober myself but at least better than him. gosh, i was really mad then sia...

Day5(tues)
Woke up to my mama knocking the door.. we all got scolded by her cuz there were some ppl there that we didn't recognise, think is my couz's friend friend or something like that and we were all in a mess n there was a stinky smell. But my mama cooled down aft 4 of us cleared up the place. Took us out for high-tea. I then headed for my appointment wif my mama for aromatherphy massage, extremely cheap its RM90 for 2 hrs at my aunt's massuse. My mama treated the 4 of us for supper, sent my mama home then we headed down to tis club call The Cafe for some ladies nite partying.

Day6(wed)
Slept for only 4hrs and went for a swim alone. Was enjoying life too much n i needed to clear my head. Moved back to my grandma's place in the aftnoon. George left aft staying wif us for 3 days. Had a peaceful day, but headed down in late aftnoon for my facial, to see dentist for scaling n also hair treatment. Tai-Tai life wif my mama ard. Had seafood dinner wif the whole family (gathering cuz i'm back) 3 tables sia.. had cheese lobster!! haa.. *smuck* nice!! waited for so so long.. finally!!

Day7(thur)
Slack n home. I know i needed to rest to be in time for graces' party, so slack slack slack n pack pack pack. I came wif half a luggage n i got 3 luggage to bring back. haiz, all cuz my mama wanted me to bring back some stuff for her first. Left for the airport ard 2pm when my flight's at 6.05pm. Oh, n recieved call frm george, said that he will also be sitting same flight as me!! hee.. cuz his dad wans him back in the US, so he will stopover s'pore for 3days before leaving. yeah!! i have a companion home. Had a sad farewell, cuz my couz n his gf came. Grown closer to them over the days n i'm missing them so much. Yes i also miss my mama, but at least i know i will see her in 2 weeks time or so. George compromised n sat wif me on economy class. He usually flys first cuz being a pampered golden spoon fed child. Touchdown ard 7.30pm, was so freaking rushed cuz had to reach Chinablack at 8pm. Lucky my dad picked me up. George offered to give me a ride but i decided not to. We said our goodbyes..sad cuz yeah.. grown closer. Managed to reach Black in time b4 the show started. hee... all's well for my sorta welcoming home party.. hee... in a way... Ended my hols wif my partying...

George's grandma's driver sent his luggage over to my place on sun. Haiz sad cuz i cldn't send him off as i was working...

Penned all i cld remember.. gotta head back to work...



haa.. i'm BACK!! ages since i last blogged. hee... so much happened during the past 7 days that i was away. Mainly i did do my shoppin, as well had my princess life of R&R & partying during those few days... soon i'll blog it all down.. i have so many thoughts running thru my head that i don't know where to start. Materialistic stuff i've enjoyed, but i did things that i will never do again, and some stuff that i regret doing in some ways... haiz.. bit tired to blog it all down now. Perhaps tmr morning..
ZZZZZ...



FinallY i get my break... hee.. waiting for my mama to be ready. She is so SLOW!! Way worse than me.. my god.. hopefully i'll enjoy my trip tis time round.

Oh and i'm in a dilemma now. Cuz my papa (irritating) juz told me last nite that he's gg to maldives & mauritius for biz end of tis mth!! ARG!! MALDVIES!! ARG!! MAURITIUS!! Who won't wan to go?? Nice of him to tell me just aft my bintan n redang trips are confirmed.. ARGGGG!!! DREAM DESTINATION!! ARG!!! IRRITATED IRRITATED IRRITATED!!! n some more can so easy say :'girl, i'm gg maldives n mauritius end of the mth, u wanna go??' ARG!!

Anyway i'll just enjoy tis one first, as for the others, i'll bother later...
Off for ShoppIng sprEE!!



haven blogged in a couple of days.. been quite busy and sick, i'm so tired now. Tryin to clear my stuff b4 i leave for my hols. FINALLY a REAL holiday aft graduation. Actually my shopping trip is the 1st of my 4 o/seas holiday trip. Wif my mama and aunts of course, gee.. or else who can sponser all the buying?? though its 3/4 paid by my dad as a birthday prez. Sorri daddy, think ur wallet's gonna have a hole again.. i try my best to control.. gee.. TRY!! But my aunts mentioned that since tis shoppin trip is sponsered by my dad, they planned a trip right aft the shoppin trip to pattaya or krabi for some nice R&R, gee.. as a bday prez of course... NICE!! long time since i saw my aunts already, i think it has been more than a year since i've been back to see my grandma and aunts and my friends in penang already. I miss them so..

Of course, REDANG wif my babes! Though only 4 of us are gg, but it will be just as fun!! 4 can never beat if all 8 were gg.. hee.. so sad the others can't make it... *sob* but there's always next yr... girls, next yr 21st bday trip ah.. haa.. Australia together!! My sup gave go ahead for me to join them at Club Med too.. hee.. Working in a big company does have its perks, and tis is one of it. There's tis offsite 2days 1nite to Club Med Bintan, at first i was thinkin i shdn't go, cuz since i'm gg to redang, but my kahkees kept buggin me to go, haa... so my sup finally gave in.. gee.. i haven told my papa yet, haa.. hope he won't object. Recently i think he's in a mood swing too.. always saying: ger, why u keep gg out? cannot stay at home meh? ... haa.. thats my dad for u, the older he gets the more naggy. But i still love my daddy. gee...

And right here, i wanna also apologise to gracey for leaving her name out in my thank yous, U know i luv u and am grateful to u, GRACE GRACE GRACE!! gee.. know that u're so so busy these days wif ur bash. Hope it goes all well! Break a leg! (i'm kidding)... I will be back just in time for ur fashion show babe, won't miss it for the world. As for us gg to Redang.. eh.. u know i'm there wif u spritually for moral support. U can do it!

But i'm still in a dilemma bout what i'm gonna do next yr. Shd i go study or shd i work? If i wan to study, shd i go ahead wif my previous plans of gg to aus to study? But when i go to aus, i gotta start all over again, *sob* i will miss my friends and family here so much, they've been wif me from the start, now gg over there means i won't be able to see them as often as i like.. arg!!!! I Hate Making these Kinda Decisions!!



arg!! i'm at work and feeling sick... my nose has been blocked for 3 days already. The office is freakin cold and i'm currently havin a headache. its my 4th consecutive day at work already, and i have another 6 more days to go before i take my 'looonnng' break.

As if the break is very long, just a mere 7 days. grr.. but my boss says that its very loonnng already... looks like i havta OT on wed or thur to clear stuff first b4 i can leave for my break. As if my job is so fantastic. ARG!!.. the pay seriously cannot cover all the time for OT sia and all the shit i get... grr... but anyway i'm still glad that i'm working here cuz at least the ppl makes up half the shit.. gee...

I'm missing chitchatting with my babes... haa.. haven talk to them in like 3 days.. cuz i think i'm very used to msging them or talking to them on msn, but due to my work schedule, i don't have time to log online. and my dumb dumb office has a firewall on msn. grr.. can't d/l. irritating!!!

my boss haven give approval for my off day tmr yet. grr.. but now i'm thinking shd i?? i donno... how?? couple of friends asked me to go wif them to JB tmr.. shd i?? haven told my mama yet..donno if she will approve... arg!! worries worries... oh ya.. n i haven paid my hp bill yet.. shit.. cash decreasing.. plus redang trip coming up so havta spend more.. i think i need to increase my hrs next week...

back to work.. haiz..



Many thanks to my dearest friends for spending such a wonderful day wif me. My bday tis yr has been really fufilling cuz i've managed to spend it with as many ppl as possible, all of whom matters so much to me. My family tis morning for tim sun breakfast/brunch at chinatown. Then meeting my ex-polymates for a while. Thank u for ur prez! i love it. Thank u to Ducky for accompanying me for a luxurious medi/pedi session and lastly to my buddies: val, weiling, graces, kh, alex, po, mimi, lav, chris & peipei for dinner & ktv session! haa.. i really enjoyed myself so much! Luv ya all!

My 20th bday passed in such a flash when u're enjoying urself. My god... Sad to say, i realised that tis yr cld be one of the last time i spend my bday with my buddies in a long while. If my plans really goes thru n i go study in aus, donno if i can make it back during tis time next yr. Haiz, not a time to think sad thoughts..

Oh, and of course, gazillion thanks to all my friends who remembered and sent me sms. Take Care!

Here's a few pics of my memorable and special day...


totally us 


8 gals 84 


All in! 



I've turned 20 yrs old officially.. my god.. how 20yrs of my life flew by. Hee.. and to think I have complained so much. erm.. I think its like bout a quarter of my life has passed already? Another bout 3 quarters more to go.. gee.. ok I know I'm thinking bit negatively.. I shdn't..

Prior to tis day, in fact yest to be exact, I was really feeling quite low. Many thoughts went thru my mind. Came to a pt whereby I didn't even wanna celebrate my bday. So thank u to Valen & KH & Poh for cheering me up.. haa.. esp to Valen! Thank u my dear ger for being there for me always, I know u care, thanks for all e trouble! Luv u!! Of course, I won't forget the rest of my buddies as well mainly Chris Grace Ducky Poh etc. U have & always will be cls to my heart, my dears, thank u so much! Seeya ltr! Gee..

To Annette, Sue, Lynn, Bong & Hakim. Thank u for picking me up tis aftnoon and for lunch! Really enjoyed myself.. gee.. gotta catch up more ah! To my current colleagues: Des, Pauline, Autumn, Evelyn, Jean, Mac and all Shifters, thank u so much for the drinks n cake! Hee.. can't believe we worked n celebrate at the same time.. haa.. madness.. Michael & Adrian, thank u for picking me up aft work n for the prez, good luck in US Ad.. gee..

Of course, to my mama & papa, thank u for the sms.. gee.. mama, u really quite cartoon ah, I sitting beside u but ya still wanna msg m.. in any case THANK U!! For my aunt Helena, aunt Kim, aunt Lisa, aunt Sub, aunt Regina, thank u for calls frm overseas.. I know I know v. expensive.. gee.. I hope to see ya'll soon. To all my couzs!! Thank u for ur supper surprise last nite! Hee.. I know u all quite busy studying & working, thank u thank u for taking e time off to come over.

I know I'm quite 'lo sor', but all of ya'll are so dear to my heart. Thank u all for making the pass 20yrs of my life so enjoyable, fulfilling and basically wonderful. Can't imagine life w/o anyone of ya'll here to support me. Gee..

Sad to say, but on tis very day, it is also my paternal grandpa's death anniversary (Chinese calendar). 20yrs death anniversary to be exact. I know, Actually my grandpa passed away 2 weeks b4 I was born.. nv got to know him personally, but my grandma used to tell me stories bout him and how my character is so much like him, except that I'm not as stubborn as he is and of course, I'm female, he's male lah.. heard that my grandpa was a then male chauvinist, lucky I'm not a female version of chauvinistic.. haa.. I'm crapping here.. gee.. many more thanks to come in my next blog I presume.. nites.. gotta wake up early for my planned events ltr..



ARG! do my friends know me? i don't think so... they think they do. but only a few of them really knows me well... i'm sad....



it was a mad week, started out high wif mon at big splash. Then i worked on tues wed thur. haa.. double pay on wed so i did 11hrs.. as if 10am to 9pm wasn't tiring enough.. headed down to mambo aft work. haa.. i'm mad. took fri off but i'm not the kind to stay home and slack, went to do my hair then watch harry potter. Verdict for the movie: good enough but not as fantastic as its previous 2. Worked on sat frm 10am to 6pm. As everyone knows, i don't slack at home on sat nite. So... headed down to black, hee.. got vip entry, cuz my friend has a friend of her working in chinablack... yeah! no need to pay for entry.. gee... not a bad nite... but went home early.. bout 2? gee.. i think one of the earliest... didn't sleep much cuz i had another of 10am-9pm of work yest. I think my tiredness finally caught up wif me, cuz i was really in a mood swing yest nite.

Thank u to valen for consoling me. I got into a low mood swing. Starting to 'hu si luan xiang', i think i was really tired of asking ppl already. Why do i always give in to ppl i don't know. Everytime i tell myself i won't, but i always end up breaking my own promise. I think i'm quite soft-hearted when it comes to family n close friends. I always say i won't help anymore, but end up i do... haiz.. i guess tis is my weakness..



Just did another rebonding, my hair was getting really out of hand, so irritating n frizzy. arg! Now its much much better. Think i need to change hairstyle soon, i'm getting sick of my current style, although i did trim it just now. Come to think of it, why do i subject myself to the torture of sitting for 4hrs & the pain of hair pulling? all for the sake of beauty. haiz...
Waiting for grace n poh... gonna watch Harry Potter! yeah!! haa.. was kiasu, yest bought the tics already. Not booked, its buy!! gee..



bit tired now, another 45mins until work ends. It was another long day for me. As much as i know i shd go home n rest. But i really itching to go out!! can't take it anymore!!! I need to de-stress. Gonna go outta my mind. Why Why do i need to work??? arg! I have e option to stay home n slack, but i just cannot do it. Or else i will lose out earning $$. Actually a lot a ppl said my job pays high, but in real fact. aft CPF deduction, pay really isn't that high... haiz... i'm really getting sick of my job. I HATE WORKING!! arg!



How can one feel so helpless? U wanna help, u tell ur friend, u put it in the most tactful way, but ur friend doesn't listen. Ur friend wanna stick it out, ur friend becomes protective, ur friend doesn't see the light. It pains u to see ur friend sink deeper and deeper. U know ur friend deserves so much more. U wanna slap the person that cuz all tis, but u can't. U respect ur friend's decision, but u don't support it. All tis and more. I simply hate the feeling. My dear friend can u understand how i feel? How helpless i feel right now? From the bottom of my heart, i hope u can see what i mean.



Relaxed Rum Runner

Taking it easy — that's how you prefer to handle whatever comes your way. Like a cool, blended rum runner, you like to keep a delicate balance between the sweet and sour things in life. Calm and collected, you're up for anything your friends throw your way, from joining a book club or taking an art class to trying every cocktail in your cookbook.

Bottom line — you're a laid-back soul who likes to stay connected with her friends and have a good time. Whenever the girls join forces — whether you're gabbing over pedicures or painting the town red — people count on you to hold the group together with your carefree and irresistible sense of fun. Stay cool!


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Trendy

Whether you pile on the products or keep it to a minimum, your makeup style — like your fashion sense — is trendy, imaginative, and always subject to change. You might gather information and inspiration from magazines, the catwalk, movies (new and old), even strangers on the sidewalk — but one thing is for sure, you've always got your eyes peeled for the freshest looks, newest techniques, and hottest products.

One day you might concentrate on making your eyes and hair retro for a '70s-inspired dance party, the next day, you're trying out shimmery blush and frosted lips as an ode to the '80s. Regardless of which decade — past, present, or future — you're representing, what's most important is that your look expresses your current mood and shows people that you are adventurous with fashion, open to new ideas and experimentation, and oftentimes, leading the way.

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Golden Retriever

No bones about it, you're a popular, fun-loving Golden Retriever. Adored by all and too cool for school, you're extroverted and enthusiastic. Your magnetic personality makes you the life of any bash. Since you're a true people-dog, you genuinely love all kinds of social gatherings. Going to parties, dinners, and other shindigs is the best way to add faces to your constantly growing circle of friends. But besides being on the social A-list, you're a confident, well-rounded pup who's definitely something to bark about. Pretty accomplished at anything you set your mind to, your sunny nature and winning ways make you one of everyone's favorite dogs. Woof!

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Seven

Hello, you enthusiastic thing. Well, Number 7, whether dining at the latest five-star restaurant, browsing a bazaar, or hitting the opening night of the latest hot spot, your lust for life is contagious. Like the lucky number itself, friends and strangers alike count themselves fortunate to have met you because you're a walking carnival. Whether it's a four-alarm dance party or a night out with friends, the fun cup runneth over and getteth all over everyone. Your ache for excitement can take you from the slopes of Switzerland to the coral of Cozumel (though you might pass up a free trip to either of these spots to throw darts at a map and do your own exploring). It's tough to keep up with the Enthusiast. Especially since words like "commitment" and "intimacy" are like garlic to your vampire-style of partying. You're all about diversion. Just be sure your high-test lifestyle isn't producing a smoke screen to cover deeper issues in your life. If you can keep your appetites in check and learn to contemplate life instead of consume it, your journey will be much more fulfilling. Developing discipline may be hardest for Number 7s, but the reward will be some of the best songs, plays, performances, books, and comedy routines ever produced. Want proof, you have to look no further than fellow lucky 7 stars, Madonna, Liz Taylor, and Robin Williams.

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Orange

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

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life's a bitch, but embrace the bitch and you'll find it to be an angel
love it, don't abuse it

Desiree, aka Jenn or Jean.
coffee lover. spike me up with some peach martini & lychee daquri. secretly indulgences in hk drama serials. hearts pretty nails. absolute shoe whore.

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