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- Wednesday, June 16, 2004 / 10:50 am.

haven blogged in a couple of days.. been quite busy and sick, i'm so tired now. Tryin to clear my stuff b4 i leave for my hols. FINALLY a REAL holiday aft graduation. Actually my shopping trip is the 1st of my 4 o/seas holiday trip. Wif my mama and aunts of course, gee.. or else who can sponser all the buying?? though its 3/4 paid by my dad as a birthday prez. Sorri daddy, think ur wallet's gonna have a hole again.. i try my best to control.. gee.. TRY!! But my aunts mentioned that since tis shoppin trip is sponsered by my dad, they planned a trip right aft the shoppin trip to pattaya or krabi for some nice R&R, gee.. as a bday prez of course... NICE!! long time since i saw my aunts already, i think it has been more than a year since i've been back to see my grandma and aunts and my friends in penang already. I miss them so..

Of course, REDANG wif my babes! Though only 4 of us are gg, but it will be just as fun!! 4 can never beat if all 8 were gg.. hee.. so sad the others can't make it... *sob* but there's always next yr... girls, next yr 21st bday trip ah.. haa.. Australia together!! My sup gave go ahead for me to join them at Club Med too.. hee.. Working in a big company does have its perks, and tis is one of it. There's tis offsite 2days 1nite to Club Med Bintan, at first i was thinkin i shdn't go, cuz since i'm gg to redang, but my kahkees kept buggin me to go, haa... so my sup finally gave in.. gee.. i haven told my papa yet, haa.. hope he won't object. Recently i think he's in a mood swing too.. always saying: ger, why u keep gg out? cannot stay at home meh? ... haa.. thats my dad for u, the older he gets the more naggy. But i still love my daddy. gee...

And right here, i wanna also apologise to gracey for leaving her name out in my thank yous, U know i luv u and am grateful to u, GRACE GRACE GRACE!! gee.. know that u're so so busy these days wif ur bash. Hope it goes all well! Break a leg! (i'm kidding)... I will be back just in time for ur fashion show babe, won't miss it for the world. As for us gg to Redang.. eh.. u know i'm there wif u spritually for moral support. U can do it!

But i'm still in a dilemma bout what i'm gonna do next yr. Shd i go study or shd i work? If i wan to study, shd i go ahead wif my previous plans of gg to aus to study? But when i go to aus, i gotta start all over again, *sob* i will miss my friends and family here so much, they've been wif me from the start, now gg over there means i won't be able to see them as often as i like.. arg!!!! I Hate Making these Kinda Decisions!!



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