- Monday, August 09, 2004 / 4:18 pm.
ok, i deleted my previous post. just posted for like only 1hr or so.. but i don't like it already. so its gone. in a way it was a pretty personal post. so haa... don't get to read it.
Yes, i'm working now! don't know what the hell am i doing working on a PH. Although, yes, i'm supposed to be working, but only 6pm-11pm, idiot me go n req to work frm 2pm-11pm. Idiot rite? When i'm like freaking tired now. I couldn't eat anything today. Tried to have some fried beehon at home b4 coming to work, but only 2 mouths n i threw up. I think i'm coming down wif something. Hopefully i get well n don't fall ill until aft the 24th, cuz i'm starting training on wed, i totally love my schedule for tis 2 weeks. For like ONCE i get to be a normal working person with a 8.30am - 6pm job. But ONLY for these 2 weeks n ONLY on SELECTED days... damm.. but hell, i'm gonna treasure these 2 weeks.
I'm starting to feel a bit outta place at work. Although yes i'm in my shift team, but then within the team itself there are cliques. So that makes it difficult to communicate sometimes. Basically some colleagues have been here since like back back then, so they have form their own buddies. And within my own kahkees, i'm gonna be to sole survivor soon!! So sad, 1 is joining SIA next mth, the other will be gonna be a auditor currently doin ACCA. Leaving me alone! *sob*
Bit bored at work, but i'm not gonna complain much cuz it won't be a good sign... hee... cannot complain. Ppl here are really quite superstitious, actually i have stuff to do lah... but its whether if i wanna do anot, but being bit lazy now anyway... gee..
Was blog hopping just now.. saw that some friends have like totally stopped blogging already. haa.. i think the faze is over. It no longer interests ppl to blog already. Either that or some are really busy. But in another way, it saddens me that i kinda lost touch wif what they are doing now, how their life is like... well... to each own preference i guess.
Think i will be going thru some changes tis mth, a busy work mth n a cut down on mahjong. 2 of my mahjong kahkees are like enjoying themselves now i HK. I wanna go.. damm.. why did i say i don't wanna go then? Shopping paradise leh, n knowing me, a shopping freak, said no to a shopping holiday. I muz have been outta my mind! I WANNA GO HK!!..but on the other hand, since i didn't go, i won't be spending that much. Haa.. but i've been kinda splurgin these few days. Contridicting myself huh.. hee.. yeah, i have bought like 2 pairs of shoes within 1 week. 1 Xodus wedges n a pair of pointed strapped heels. Total splurge sia... haiz... I need to curb my spending!! Plus my salary pay system is on a change, i won't be gettin my salary weekly, its monthly now n its also gonna be like lesser. Damm.. how to survive??
U know what, i was a record for me last week, cuz i only took cab to work or from work home once!! 1 time only for the whole week... gosh.. really a record!! Guess starting to cut down on cab fare shd be the no.1 on my list to curb my spending.. Gotta be determined!!
But i'm glad that due to my change in schedule for tis 2 weeks, i get to meet my gf to go work n back home. yeah!! Chris will be my travel buddy! hee.. just like old SRS times.. In some way, i miss thoes SRS days.. Memories.... .... ....