- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 / 10:38 pm.
Had a quarrel with my mom tis morning, tis time the quarrel was quite fierce, cuz i teared!! Perhaps it was PMS on my part, but my mom doesn't understand me at all.. Keeps complaining & complaining non stop, u everyday come home late, wake up late, like a pig, only know how to eat & sleep.... blah blah blah etc. She's not very comforting u know, simply doesn't understand why i took up the contract at all. Said that tis job is not good... U know mom, its not as if i had a choice actually, if i wan to stay on i have to sign the contract or get booted. Plus actually i my pay isn't high, it depends on how many hrs i put in. But DOES SHE UNDERSTAND ALL TIS??? NOOooo.... she only thinks that she right!
U know sometimes i feel that when she's not ard, things are much peaceful, i get along wif my dad just find & he doesn't bother me at all, yes i know he gets worried to, but at least he doesn't bug me & make me feel bad about taking up tis job. i love my dad.. he's always the silent moral supporter.
My mom's leaving for a holiday trip again, Yes i know she's living her life to the max, but u know, sometimes i feel that she's always so 'mian zi' conciescous, that she doesn't really bother bout how i feel... its not nice to feel that way, i know... but i can't help it...
Haiz... i hope that time will heal... *sobx*