- Thursday, October 28, 2004 / 11:37 pm.
Things ard u arn't what they seem to be, do they? i seem to be getting tis feeling a lot nowadays, donno why, but i seem to be getting this chill nowadays.
mainly due to my colleagues, i think. i'm not a person to hide what i feel. If i don't like you, i will show it in one way or another, i don't act one way but say another. If i'm feeling low or if i feel that i have a need to share my thoughts, i will just find a partner sitting near me n tell it all out. But then, it seems my buddies seem to warn me that i shd be wary of the ppl ard me cuz they will back-stab me. Its scary to think that anyone of my colleagues will do anything like that, but then again, shd it be done, i think i will just be in shock.
Is it my luck that i have colleagues that i bond well with or am i just not wary enough of others? Its a thought to think about.
On another note, the lighter side, there seems to be tis colleague that has gotten rumours flying ard n it concerns me.. its hard to describe what i really am feeling, cuz thoughts are just flying ard & my gut feeling isn't going in one direction. I'm confused.