_* Over *_
- Monday, September 05, 2005 / 12:03 am.
After all the shit i got, i went out and try to do the thing i do best. PARTY! Had to get him out of my head. Over n done with. But! for once, my 'partying' didn't involve downing shots (as much as i would like to.) Nope, my housemates ain't the kind to go drinking with. Til now, i've yet to find any clubbing partners either. *haiz*
Woke up feeling like shit on sat. Was glad i managed to talk to my babes on fri night. But, i still cried myself to sleep then. Its seriously painful. I didn't wan to let my housemates know, still don't feel that i'm close to them at that level to tell them this kinda stuff. Anyway, forced myself to study for the acct test later in the day. Managed to cramp some stuff down. I don't think i did great on the test though, what do i expect anyway.. Oh n..
Happy 21st Birthday to ChenYee, PeiPei, JuanJuan & GuanHui!
RiverFest was on sat, as plans were made, headed to Southbank for a picnic n celebration of GH's 21st Bday. Wasn't in the mood, seriously, but i'm determined to put it all behind me. Gave myself the prep talk and went for it. The place was really really crowded, like national day x2. Ate, chatted, sang the b'day song, etc. Then the fireworks started. N Man! they were fantastic! Better than NDP's in some ways, but i think, the display variety was a bit limited, they played ard more with the colors. But it was pretty good, the released the fireworks in tune with the music. I was standing behind 2 tall guys, n one was like trying to dance to the music in the middle of the crowd. Boy, i was pissed. Fireworks ended after 5 songs, then we decided to head for dinner. At west end. walked n walked, pumping myself up for some chicken rice, in the end sold out! n i had to settle for pineapple rice instead (which wasn't that great.) Home, then conk out. I think i tired myself out from all the walking and energy used up. Just as well, at least i won't think too much n force myself to sleep.
Today, went to watch Charlie & the Chocolate Factory. Yes, i know, its been out so long already. BUT, aus movies are released so slow in comparative to back home, its like 2 mths late. For that 2hrs, it was great, i plugged myself into the chocolate world, throwing all thoughts aside. (if that were to happen for the next 2 n half mths, it'll be damm good.) Had a good time at the movies at least, came home, watched tv til i know i'm getting tired. So now, i've gotta force myself to sleep. I hate it. ARG! I hate the feeling of pain, the heartache, the tearing myself up with the 'what ifs', the cursing him. I didn't know hating someone can be so painful. God, i hope i can pull myself through this.