- Sunday, October 09, 2005 / 8:16 am.
Ever since i got back, i've had a problem sleeping. Keep tossing and turning every single night. In fact... hmm... i haven't had a good night sleep in bout 12days, the last good night rest i can remember was my last night in adelaide.
(and that was due to fact that i only got back home at bout 3am.. hee..) I know its terrible, no matter how i keep telling myself to rest my mind and go to bed, i'll always end up having dreams, then jerk out of the dream somewhere into 3-4hrs of sleep, thereafter falling back to sleep again, only to start another dream. By then, at 7.30-8am, i would wake up and be unable to fall back to sleep. That timing is no matter how late i sleep, like 2am or 3am, i'll end up waking up latest by 8am. Its really quite sickening. Esp now, when i need all the rest i can get, or shd i say, when i need to rest properly. I simply can't! Someone please tell me what to do!!
*wails* I can't go on like this for the next month n half. Its really getting terrible.
Based on my current lifestyle, late nights are so occassional as a blue moon!
(when i mean late, i'm referring to sleeping at 3am etc,) But then, i'm starting to get eye bags again! My body's been aching the past few days, esp after i woke up. I think my body's in a terrible shape physically now. Most importantly, besides the backaches and sleepless nights, i sprained my right wrist. It hurts when i twist it to the right, i can't carry heavy stuff like a used to. And i can't get it medicated, there's no tie da yi sheng near by! I wonder how i'm gonna go through with my exams then. Typing's alright for me, but writing for long, it will hurt. Think i have to tahhan until i get back to sg, to get it treated. No, it doesn't swell, just a suan pain. Haiz. What am i doing?
Mind and body is not in the right frame. Sick.