_* Aching feet *_
- Saturday, November 26, 2005 / 4:15 am.
My legs are aching like mad. Supposed to be sleeping now, cuz i have to wake up by 1pm. Damm it. But then.. haiz, when it hits past, i need some distractions to make me sleep. Hopped from Thumper to Momo. Thumper, packed like mad, felt freaking young there and totally outta place, i see ah pehs and aunties dancing next to me and as freaking crowded. Almost as bad as phuture. URG! don't wanna go back there. Momo, was ok. More used to it, although felt a bit outta place so dressed up, momo is really like zouk no.2. The only part that irks me was the ABNNs, sickening bunch of idiots that dance ard as if the whole dance floor belongs to them. URG!
Know what, after all, now, i've learnt to put the seriousness of relationships aside. Rather be friends, all the him being ur bf and stuff, that can put a damper if things are taken too seriously too fast. Now, i just wanna let it be. If i wanna talk, then i'll talk, if not, i'm gonna avoid. Don't wanna put so much effort into second guessing his actions and what he means. I'll do whatever i wan. For now. So God help me do so.