_* Post Christmas *_
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 / 10:32 am.
Well, all celebs are down. Ma busiest time of the yr is coming to a close. But of course not without the pictures upcoming! *whee* This year was totally GREAT. FANTASTIC.ABSOUTELY OUTRAGEOUS. I totally love the celebs this year.
Pss: Forgive the outrageous sizes of the pics, stolen frm here and there. Haa. & also: Warning. Pictures Overload!
Dinner with Darlings & Fion (waaayyyy overdue. Whopps)
Met up on the 2nd or 3rd week when i'm back. Had dinner at Sushi Tei. THAT was when i found out, Fion is getting married next yr. She has FINALLY set a date. Haa. Ever since i've know that lady, she has been off the singles market, but never confirming the date of her wedding. Know its finally set, I can't attend it. Damm. All cuz little old me decided to choose to go aus to study. ARG! what to do. Bo Bian. But still, i may not be there, but a prez will sure arrived along with jo, faith & pauline on my behalf. Hee. Then it was drinks out and chill at Balaclava. Coolies.
All of us
Me & Faith
Us 3.
Close up.
Valencia' 21st Birthday
Ma babe turned 21 on 17th Dec. Love the celeb. And boy, did i realised how much fun i missed having them ard. This is for memories for life. Babes. I Love Ya!
Da whole gang. (almost.)
8gals (minus 1) feat Ah Bu.
Shifters' Xmas Lunch
My 3rd one since i've joined and this year we had it at Bacarrat Restaurant at Plaza By The Park. Damm its good. Sushi and everything buffet. *smuck* Recieved tis cut necklace by my secret xchange person. I kinda like the box more than the necklace. (*opps*). But still, its great recieving gifts. Hee. Waiting for a certain Mr Teo to upload the pictures. Boy is he ever slow. I think i haven gotten last yr's pics yet. Haa.
Darling's Xmas Dinner & Party
Faith's back frm her LA flight. By then, we did our dinner reservations at Bobby Rubino's. Damm! I love the Ribs. Its good sia. We all shared our meals, thus costing us much less than what we expected! Recieved a pretty bracelet from Jo. Nices-Nices. Hee. And our gifts from the US frm Faith. Mmm, love the VS perfume.
Then it was down to clubbing. Decided to go MOS, but the queue damm freaking long lar. As i was wearing heels, my feet were aching like mad after 1hr. After much pleading, i decided to go home to change my shoes before meeting them down at dbl o. Boy am i glad i decided to change my shoes sia, Jo was complaining bout aching feet after a while when i got to dbl o. Dance and dance as usual, while Jo was engrossed in her phone a portion of the time. Didn't drink as much as usual, couple of shots, half a jug of smthing and a bacarrdi i think. Hee. Ended our night with the usual Bah Ku Teh. *smucks* Love the tau kee man.
(ahemm, awaiting pics ar!)
Xmas Eve with Da Gang
Met them after dinner. And the funny thing was, we were standing on the streets of Liang Siah, doing the xmas exchange.
PeiPei got mine
And i got Ling's
And when i opened it up. I had a MAJOR laugh. Haa... Just funny lar. Practical. But Funni.
See! Its a toothbrush and a cup. With F4 as the pic on the cup. Funni.
After that it was down to MOS. Damm, it was just as long as yest, the queue starts at the same place as the day before, right at the bungee jump area. But we were there an hr earlier! Me Pei Val & Kh decided to take a walk and went to the loo. Suddenly! Got a call frm Ling and asked us to hurry back! Yipps! We got priority to get in! Haa. Headed up to level 2 toilet. I sooo LIKE their Ladies. Damm cool can! Took pics there.
This is us, being artistic.
Us being normal.
Then, it was out to the dance floor. Damm it was packed. after a while, me, kkh, pei & alex decided to retire for drinks. Then it was madness time. the 4 of us, decided to go for the strongest one, 1 graveyard each. Damm it. The kick doesn't come immediately, it comes in like 10mins time. Wah, when it came, i was seriously getting high sia.
See?
All in all i think i drank donno how much. Seems to recall another glass of graveyard, and lamborgini and more than 6shots of sex on the beach and vodka cranberry i think. God. Can't believe i hit so many. But it did well, cuz we went pictures mad!
Now, this is something to tell.
This is grace telling how AWFUL graveyard tastes.
Ling, drinking one, even though its YUCK!
Then, Alex becomed high, and still asked for another one. Wanna see evidence?
1st, graces was given a chance to kiss him.
2nd, my husband (kidding.) put his hand ard grace.
Then he went high, and we had to keep him up.
Eventually, we gave up and down he goes and this is ah bu telling u that its 1 down!
Left late and walked to Chinatown for Porriage! Headed home at 5am. haa.
Xmas Day
Spent it off, working my 10hr shift. Nothing much happened. Just the usual, Merry xmas all round the office. The good thing was, it was a good call day. 10hr shift with only 30calls. WAH! Hard to get this kinda volume one neh. Only happens twice a yr!
Christine's 21st on 26th Dec.
Da Baby of the grp turns 21! Finally. Haa. She's been counting down to this day for ages. Like almost every 26th of every mth, she reminds, another __ mths to her bday. Headed over to her place to help out. Man, its great seeing so many ppl. Nices to see the whole gang there. It finally came down to this baby girl to bring everyone there toget at the same time. Great! Lunches and Cakes all round, then the 12 of us retreated to her room. To chill out. Its nice, just playing cards and watching tv and just chatting along. I miss thoes times. Slackin on her bed, waiting for her to open her prezzies. The guys one was seriously OMG. Donno how many many layers sia. I got a feeling it was KKH's idea. Sounds just like him to prank things up a notch. Haa.
Thereafter, 4 of us, referring to me, boo, po & grace hitched a ride with KKH down to orchard. Wanted to go Gardens, but ended up having Pepper Lunch for dinner. Good experience, but then, i don't think its gonna be a fav place of mine. I think now, i just enjoying sitting down with my peeps and just having a good dinner, chit chat and just be us. Like we were before. Us 4 had wanted to go home earlier, thus we said we won't join kh for coffee. Ended up! I realised, u can't just leave 4 girls with their own devices and nothing else to do and trust us to just go home immediately, it is IMPOSSIBLE. We ended up SHOPPING! Boo wanted to go mng, but she didn't buy anything, it was po who bought a jacket eventually. Grace wanted to go topshop, but I was the one ended up Buying 2 tops. EVIL! The both of them. And THEN, just a few steps away frm Orchard mrt station, po said:' Shall we go Acid Bar?' and grace was next in line to follow up. And yes, we ended the night chilling out in Acid Bar listening to the live band. I kinda like the band that night, prolly cuz it was 2 guys on guitar? and the lead singer was bit cute? I donno, u think? Haa.
To ma Chrissy Baby.
Hey girl. Its finally come to and end. No more saying that ur still under 21. No more a teenager. Offically speaking: An Adult. As i've said it many times before, life without u ard wld be so much different, u have been my 'travel' buddy since sec2. Always the 1st one i see in da morning to head to sch toget and the last one (most of the time) i see in the day frm sch home. And it went on to be the same routine in yr1 of Poly. Haa. how innocent life was back then huh? Well dear, enough of my crappiness. U my girl have blossomed, into a beautiful lady. One who loves to party as much as i do and one who can stand my crap. Hee. Dear, on ur bday, i give u my best wishes & my blessings in ur happiness. May u, always be as happy as u were on that day. *mucks* Love Ya!
Happy 21st Birthday Chrissy.
All in all, this past mth has made me realised there's so much for me to love right here where i belong. Life is wonderful and life has gone on greatly for me. I managed to live the life. Looking forward to a fantastic 2006! (ain't i a tad bit too optomistic!? Hmm...)
_* 3 Days to Christmas *_
- Friday, December 23, 2005 / 12:02 am.
Its 3 more days to christmas. Once a yr day, in which everyone whoes anyone can recieve prez without bothering why am i receiving one. Its the joy of giving. Its time to reflect back on the year. On the year that impacted me the most. The year where almost everything since has happened for me. The year which i'll forever rem the most. The year, i got to live a real independence. The year, i learnt about life of work for real. The year, i stood on my own 2 feet and practically supported myself. This year, i've matured greatly. I've learnt the true meaning of friendship. But most of all, This is the year, I learnt the most about myself. I love life. Though, my life isn't exactly what i want it to be. But still. Life is life and there's so much to love about it. *smileZ*
- Monday, December 19, 2005 / 9:11 am.
Birthday Calculator
You entered: 6/8/1984
Your date of conception was on or about 16 September 1983 which was a Friday.
You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 9.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445859.5.
The golden number for 1984 is 9.
The epact number for 1984 is 27.
The year 1984 was a leap year.
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
As of 12/18/2005 8:07:35 PM EST
You are 21 years old.
You are 258 months old.
You are 1,124 weeks old.
You are 7,863 days old.
You are 188,732 hours old.
You are 11,323,927 minutes old.
You are 679,435,655 seconds old.
Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.07749510763209 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 172 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles
Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1984 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1984 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1984 in the US there were 2,487,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,155,000 divorces (4.9%)
In 1984 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
Your birthstone is Alexandrite
The Mystical properties of Alexandrite
Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy. Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Pearl, Moonstone, Opal
Your birth tree is Hornbeam, the good taste
Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
There are 7 days till Christmas 2005!
The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was waxing gibbous.
Again. Interesting. Hmm..
_* Interesting *_
- / 9:07 am.
You entered: Desiree Chia Xin Ying
There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 107
There are 8 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 8
The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.
The expression or destiny for #8:Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.
The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.
As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.
The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.
Your Soul Urge number is: 7
A Soul Urge number of 7 means: With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.
You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.
The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.
Your Inner Dream number is: 1
An Inner Dream number of 1 means: You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.
http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp
_* Fly Away *_
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 / 4:44 am.
All of a sudden. I wanna fly away. Just be away from it all. To leave, not for studies or work or visiting ppl i know already, instead, just to be away, to be smwhere where no one knows me. I love my life, i truely do, but its wearing me down. All the effort made in being true to myself, keeps pulling me back. Having a colorful life has its ups and downs. True, to everyone else, i may have everything i wan, material wise. But down there, the hole grows bigger. I refused to give up, cuz i wan that lifeline. But i've decided to let it go. Why can't i? Saying seems to be so easy, but yet, doing it seems so tough. I wonder what will happen if i just leave. If i say goodbye to the world. Will all my problems be solved then. I Wonder.
To Ms Lee:
Dear babe. You, are one of my longest know close friend EVER! 15yrs babe and its still on going. Seeing u thru pri, sec and poly yrs, woah, thats really long. Looking back and comparing it to now, dear, u've really grown so much prettier and 'dong si'. Life really changes huh!? On this special day of urs, i really am happy just to be there. Seeing how happy u are now, really makes me smile. Life is full of surprises and its been great having u ard. My blessings for u always, in health, life and (hmm.. soon?) in marraige. keke. All the best my dear. Its 21 now.
HaPpY 21st BiRthdAy ValeNcia!
_* Thought *_
- Thursday, December 15, 2005 / 10:39 pm.
Had a thought today. What if i had siblings? Will i still be able to live my life the way i had? Granted, yes, i know my parents have the ability to support more than 1 kid well, but then, life wouldn't be such a bed a roses, would it? Yes, i know i've been spoilt since young. For that i don't deny, what i wanted, i would eventually get it. My parents may not spoil me upfront, they always turn me down first or give me conditions to fufill then before i get what i wan, but eventually, i know i will get it. Now, though circumstances has changed, i no longer need to go to my parents for every small item i wan to get, but on the other hand, my taste has increased in value, thus, items that i wan do get more expensive. Unlike before, i don't need to obey my parents in terms of curfew or not being allowed to go out, but so instead, i approach my parents to have dinner with them, to go out with mom when i know she's free, to come home early on my own free will, to keep dad company watching tv. Isn't it Ironic?
I know i'm not the most humble person, in fact, i'm far frm being humble majority of the time. Yes, i can be, and am, materialistic. But looking ard me, isn't almost everyone too? Even simple day to day clothes, we look at buying it from Mng or Esprit. Everyday used items such as bags and wallets, we wan it to be Gucci or LV. Seriously, ard me, isn't almost everyone who has the ability to buy such stuff, buys it? Someone has told me i've changed since my return. Yes, i know i have. Felt it so myself. Why, i don't know. Perhaps things for me has changed. In many ways i never tot it wld be. Being independent was my dream then, but now, all i wanna do is stay home, dependent on my family. Isn't it Ironic?
Deep down, i have many things still left unsaid, untold. I wan to tell, but it seems, ppl arn't interested to know. Can't help but feel those ppl arn't at all concern about me, everything that was, is about them. Subconciously, i think they don't know thats how they are. I've said before that i like being pampered. That i don't deny, i still do. Having to take control all the time, is tiring, just laying back and knowing that its left in the hands of dependable ppl gives me a peace of mind. I can't leave it smtimes, cuz i know i can be control freak, i need to know what has been arranged will be carried out as planned. But time and time again, when i leave everything and push it to someone, it will eventually come back to me. Will i ever learn to let it go totally? Yes, i do hope so. Its wearing me down.
Know what, i actually miss faith now. Why? cuz its a sudden weirdness not to get calls from her in the middle of the day, just as she wakes up. Come to realised that we've talked on the phone a lot, planning and discussing and chit-chatting and even smtimes listening to her yaddle away bout who and who, gives a perk to my day. Haiz, anyway, she'll be away for another 6 more days, betcha she's got lots to tell when she returns. Because of her, i've come to love impromtu calls, from ppl, chit-chatting away on the phone. No one gives me that surprises anymore. Its always when smone wans smthing, then i'll get the call. The 3 other ppl who gives me such surprises are currently o/seas. I wanna chita-chatta.
Sudden memory came to mind. When i saw my darlings upon my return. Being welcomed with open arms, hugs and hugs all the time. Hugs for reassurance, for missing each other and the warmth feeling of knowing one's being loved. Hugs as a form of saying hi, yes, it may seem so poser, but actually u know what, i don't care, its fantastic to hug a love one and be hugged back. Be it in public or not, be it even when we see each other everyday.
I do love my life, even when i've got lots to say about it. I complain, i rattle, but actually, I'm Loving It.
_* Shop Shop Shop *_
- Monday, December 12, 2005 / 2:01 am.
Yipps! I've managed to survive on just 4hrs of sleep today and do a good 10hr shift! Hee. Surprisingly, it wasn't as difficult as i tot it wld be. Met up with the babes on fri, dinner at ichiban boshi (the revamped feista), was alright i guess, but somehow i still prefer sushi tei neh. Loyal fan. (Oh yeah and ms tei, pls go apply for the tei card, discount discount!) Thereafter, chill at Acid Bar. Was surprised to see Rouge's door bitch at Acid though, haa, and to think that she still remembers me, though i forgot her name. Whopps! hee. Chilled and waited for ms jo to come pick me up. I like Acid's singer, she's good, but didn't get her name though. Hmm, shall go Acid more often. *grinz* Dbl o seemed revamped too, but actually was because there was some show there on wed. Techno/House, was a bore initally, until they started playing rnb. Getting our groove back into action. YEAH! Ba Ku Teh was on as usual. *smuck*
Survivial on just 4hrs of sleep then it was up and out on sat to skin doc's appointment. Eyes were like closing, but then, slapped on 1 cuppa starbucks while waiting for my turn. Aiyo, treatment is damm ex sia, xing tong neh, but for beauty, the price is non-importance. Lucky mummy helped in pymt. Then it was off for 6hrs of work. Sucks as usual, sat working is horrid, never good. After the disrupted plans for dinner with the girls, went out with mom n dad for a good dinner instead. *smuck* daddy always picks the best place to eat. Hee... Prata to chill, and mini celeb for lav's bday. Aiyo, that pokemon rubber, priceless sia. Haa. Jo dear came to pick me up for movies with the rest thereafter. Watched Pride & Prejudice. GOOD! Fantastically Thumbs Up! Faith was threatening to slap me if i nodded off, and she, impaitent woman, kept waiting for the kiss to happen, which only was in the end. Haa. Oh yeah, to a certain Mr Chua, thanks for the movie and snack ya! Passed and gaining a lot of pts ar! *Hee* Long time since i went KAP, and there i was at 5am in the morn, eating breakfast. By the time faith and jj were dropped off, i slept all the way home. Couldn't take it anymore, the lovebirds were like yaddaling away and i simply cannot be bothered. Haa. Jo dear, thanks ya!
The way this week is planning out, its another non-rest one for me. Hee.. but i lived for it don't i?
Oh yeah and this is to a special girl.
Lavie, you were there for me whenever i needed, understanding me well. Never saying no whenever i needed to talk, i hope i have done the same for u too. You, my dear, are blossoming into such a wonderful pretty lady. A confidant, close to my heart, u are. U're soft-hearted and so kind always, seldom demanding, always giving. I truely wish that someday, u'll become the happiest girl on earth. U so do deserve it. Life hasn't been a bed of roses this past yr i know, but the following few years will be better, to see u become stronger and stronger as time goes by, makes me smile. Distance was a test to our friendship and bond, but we've survived it through and made it better. Cheers to that and may it last for as long as we live. My dear Laverne, u have my heartfelt thanks and always, my absolute best wishes, wherever life may take u, i pray that u'll be happy always.
Happy 21st Birthday Lav!
_* Tranquility of Life *_
- Friday, December 09, 2005 / 8:41 am.
I love my life. Now. Everything feels the same, everything feels so it. All the ups and downs, everything fits somehow. Thinking bout it, i really do feel so much of a drastic change compared to my life in brisbane. There's only 2 things i miss bout aussie rite now - the cool weather and my tv shows. Other than that, life for me down under, doesn't hold much of an interest. Perhaps my friends were right, i should have chosen perth or melb, where majority of my down under friends are. But then, if i didn't choose brissy, then i won't have met hh, serene and gh.
Life these past few days has been very fantastic. At home, i can see how much my family do miss me. Love them so much. Daddy has been so good, bringing me and mama out for dinner whenever he can. Mama, will so willingly wan to come pick me up after work, we'll go shopping and stuff. Da gu, oh, she's always a dear, my nanny since young, she still knows which are my fav dishes and cooks them up whenever i ask. Er gu, ever so loving, knows when i'm broke instantly and gives a little to support me through. *grinz*
Yes, as po said, it is really surreal that i'm back. I can't really believe it myself. Sometimes, i have to pinch myself to make sure its real. Life really is the best for me back home. Home where all my friends and family are. To those who still wishes to fly off and think of living the life away from home, all i can say is that be prepared for the heartaches and obstacles that come, and boy, they arn't small ones, and there's really no one else to count on but urself.
I have to make my summer hols count as much as possible. Be it working or having fun with friends. It has to have enough memories to make me smile when i think back. The past 2 weeks started the ball rolling, i don't wan it to stop ever! The multitudes of birthday celebs are coming up, i won't miss anyone of them for anything else in the world. Hee. The time for giving is ard the corner as well. Looking forward to xmas lunches, dinners and everything! *woot* This is yr gonna be even better, cuz grandma's coming down! Yipee! Life is gonna get hell busy for the next 3 weeks, but I LOVE IT. Actually u know what, i do live for all the hustle and bustle in my life, its what makes me happy, to feel busy and wanted. Life is really all good now. I've had my time to reflect and think, but for now, i just wanna live in it. I've decided to cut off that part of my life thats been hanging me up and down for the past 2yrs, its time to let it go and now's the best chance, cuz with how busy i am, i won't have time to feel sad and think all that much anymore. Yes, that shd be it. My decision made.
_* Hardly any time to breathe *_
- Wednesday, December 07, 2005 / 2:54 am.
Finally taking a break after 8days of work. Yes! I know i'm mad. I was working for 8 days straight without a break. And everyday at least 5hrs in the office, most of the time is an average of bout 7 actually. I so need the cash now. Look at my list. Its not stopping, in fact its growing.
2 and half weeks passed in a flash. I'm already 1/5 through my summer hols already. It sucks, it really does that time flys by so fast. Everyday i'm in sg, something is up. Plans always come into place so easily here, just a phone call away and out of the house i go. So fantastic. Gonna miss that when i'm back in bris. But i realised one thing about me has changed since my return. I no longer can survive on just 5 or 6hrs of sleep, I have to admit, i'm old already. Without 8hrs of sleep in a day, i can't get thru the next without starting to yawn at 11pm past. Its surprising actually, looking at how my schedule has been the past 2weeks that i've managed to have time to sleep. And looking at how the remaining of the mth is shaping up, i'm trying to fit in time for sleep and rest. Nope, its no more 'ME' time for now. Actually, i don't need any 'ME' time for now.
Everyone's been asking the same question countless times: ' So, how's life in brisbane?' My answer: 'OK lor. Boring actually.' Haiz, how to sum it up? Its the truth that the place bores me a lot, mainly cuz i haven met enough ppl yet to be gg out all that often. Its boring for me too, cuz all i've got it uni and home. Surprisingly, thinking back, i wasn't all that outgoing during my time in bris, in fact, i kept to myself and a few friends a lot. The way this goes, i'm seriously gonna have a problem during my last sem in bris. Its growing up, i'm taking a step at a time. For now, i'm planning for next sem, setting up a new place all over again. Its gonna be tiring.
U know what is the most fustrating thing i've learnt since my return. I'm fustrated at myself, for dragging on taking my drivers license. Now, i'm 'hurting' from it. Cuz my mom got a new car. Mazda6. Now, my household has 3 cars and I CAN'T DRIVE ANYONE OF THEM. Its freaking fustrating, cuz i know if i had the license now, i would jolly well have a car to use! Fucking sick at myself. But i brought it on myself, keeping pushing it away then cuz i keeping using working as an excuse. Now, I'm stuck for it. Shit sia.
Well, its time for bed, its my mama's birthday today. Gonna celeb with her, by gg shopping together (meaning Gucci sale) and dinner later. All that, before meeting chris to get emmy's prez and then emmy's celeb at momo. Looks like this weekend is packed as well, the way its shaping up. Hee.
_* Racisim *_
- Friday, December 02, 2005 / 10:33 am.
Does the color of ur skin defines ur future? Ur destiny? Does ur heritage and ancestors defines ur culture? Is the color of our skin the judge of where we belong and where we do not belong? In what we called a Globalised world today, we portray an image of racial harmony. But is it really? Why are people so intent on defining a person by their skin color, by their race? Is it that important? This is a constant battle, will it ever stop? I doubt so.