_* Its finally time *_
- Monday, January 09, 2006 / 1:06 pm.
Raining day in day out. Makes the day mellow, my mood cool. Attended quinie's wedding last nite. Knowing her for 2over yrs, finally seeing the day she gets married. I totally love her wedding pics. Damm nices! Hee, the 4 of us were totally teasing Fion bout it. That lady's getting married tis yr, and damm, i'm not ard for it. HRUMP. But nvm, i'll always my 3 darlings to make up for my part.
Going to that dinner, made me think of when the girlies get married. What would that be like? It will defi be an all-crazy-pull-your-hair, laugh-like-mad, screaming-over-the-moutain event. Defi an EVENT. Thinking back those days, we were talking so much bout it. Esp pin-pointing val & kh. My god, its gonna be WILD. Makes me grin just thinking bout it. haha.
My life's been so much affected by these girls, without my babes, i don't know where i'll be, seriously. The 7 of u, in each ur own unique way, only u 7 can tahhan all my crap throughout these years. Bring me back to earth, keep me grounded. I really do miss ya'll so much. I wan our time back in perhentian. When all of us just hang out in the room, talking. Those are the times i treasure the most. I really hope that before i leave again, all of us are able to do that again. Just go to somewhere, just the 8 of us, hang out for a night, without distractions, just plain talking and sharing our thoughts. My babes, the sistas not by blood, but by friendship. We're now embarking on our 20s life. This will be a experience. Babes, we're turing 22 this yr. Believe it, and when i'm back, we're gonna turn 23 then. *phew* isn't it fast. And by another couple of yrs, we'll be celebrating one of ya'll wedding. *smilez*
Sitting here with my organizer in front, counting down the days. I really have only about a mth left here. Isn't much time huh. In this 1mth there's so much i wanna do and gotta do.
1. Go sing my heart out in KTV.2. Get crazy in MoS.3. Have a great dinner with ma babes.4. Chomps for a muching out session.5. Go on holiday with mom&dad.6. Have another mahjong session with the kahkees.7. Chill out with Moet @ Acid Bar.8. Go for a massage session.9. Club with all ma darlings.10. Dinner & chat with LL&gang.I know that its almost impossible to do everything. In fact, i know only a couple of those above will be fufilled. Somehow, one mth just isn't enough.
Actually, i'm scared of gg back again, cuz i have no idea what life will be there for me this year. Unlike back here, i know at the back of my head, that shd i fall, i have ppl to lean back on. There, i'm gonna be alone again. That makes me scared. I won't like it, but for my future, i have to face it. Fear factor in reality huh. *sigh*
Its back for me to scheduling my time already. 37 more days, in between working and trying to fufill what i wanna do, i don't have much time. Do i?