Emotions fill me up and bring me down.
Moments of clubbing and dinners and watching tv shows brings me away from reality.
For that Moment.
But when its all over, I fall back.
Into that pithole i've dug.
A pithole that seems to go deeper.

I wan to climb my way out.
But it won't be now.
Each time i move up a rock,
I slide 3 rocks down.
Why?

I'm percieved to be independent and happy,
but deep down i'm not.
Emotions that doesn't exsist then appears now.
I can't fight it anymore.

I wan to let it go.
But will i ever?
I need to find my emotion stability.
But how long the search will take?

Physically alright but Emotionally unstable.
Thats me right now.

life's a bitch, but embrace the bitch and you'll find it to be an angel
love it, don't abuse it

Desiree, aka Jenn or Jean.
coffee lover. spike me up with some peach martini & lychee daquri. secretly indulgences in hk drama serials. hearts pretty nails. absolute shoe whore.

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