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- Saturday, April 01, 2006 / 4:31 pm.

Been sitting in front of the laptop for the WHOLE DAY! like ever since this morning when i woke up.

Damm.

Doesn't it show how BORED! i am. My books are opened in front of me. BUT! i can't seem to get past the 2nd page. I'm SUPPOSE to be typing out a 2 page 'essay' for my globalization debate now, cuz i've got to get it sent out tonite, but then, i only got 1/3 of a page done. Seriously. I've got too many distractions and it boils down that i'm just unmotivated and undisciplined too.

*sigh*

Should i fly back for my winter hols? Shd or shdn't i? Mummy & Daddy kinda expects me to stay here, and not go back, BUT, seriously, 1mth staying in smwhere i don't really like. Shd i save the 1105bucks and stay here, or shd i go back? See, i've already got sunk cost: Which is a total of AUD620 for the rent and internet. That has to paid no matter if i'm here or back home. BUT, i was thinking, if i stay here, the likelihood of me spending is high, basically, i won't stay put in brisbane, instead, flying to melbourne or perth to see LL or to sydney to stay with my aunt. I DON'T KNOW what i shd choose. Shd i just make up my mind and fly home? Or shd i stay here, now, my heart is lying 75% towards gg back home.

*sigh*

Praying to help me get through this 'hard' time.



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