_* 我做错了*_
- Sunday, May 07, 2006 / 10:09 am.
Well, i seriously, seriously, fucking hate all the complications of human relationship. Why complicate the-already-complicated-world?
Fuck that lar.
I've tried to ignore it, act all like nothing has happened. BUT, someone isn't making it easy.And that person can freaking admit to me, that she dares to bitch behind a person's back but has no guts to say it to their face? I find this kind of person disgusting, seriously. Cuz i know i'm not that kind.
URG!
说了不敢当. One world describes it all: two-headed snake
She acts like she's ms perfect. ms know-it-all. Scolding a person: 'stupid', comes easily to her. She thinks that she KNOWS everything. I hate ppl who act that way. I was surprised when she starting bitching bout a mutual friend initally, but on the surface, she acts as if there's nothing. Most esp so, she was bitching that our friend, always uses others to help her in her work, then expect u to help finish everything. Turn ard, she agreed to help out friend the next moment. What's her reason? She asked me so directly, how can i reject? What bullshit.
Ok enough, now i'm being a two-headed snake, by bitching bout her here.
Now, bout me, i've did a terrible thing, a terrible sin.
When i should be rushing to complete an assignment yesterday, instead, i went out and enjoy my day. Went for an early yum cha lunch at landmark. Came home, i tot i can work, instead, i've only managed to do a bit. Then, everyone in the hse decided that they wanna go for the Buddha festival at southbank, me, not wanting to be left home alone, decided to tag along instead, since at night, i already promised shury that we'll go for drinks. Buddha fest wasn't bad, at least i got to eat bit decent asian type food, and bump into a couple of friends, but the fireworks was losey compared to riverfest. Then, we head out to go clubbing. Actually, i'm kinda glad that it was just shury, me, erin and sue. Cuz i know i can relax ard them. Drank quite a bit, made me sleepy. But sleepy is good, cuz it means i'm getting intoxicated. At least, that whole nite, i managed to dance until my legs were aching. The good ol' aching feeling. But had 1 sore point throughout, some bitch stepped on my toe, and dared give me a look when i shoved her. And, it started to bleed then, dang, heng it stopped after a while.
Finally, i managed to have a good night's rest. Woke up feeling more refreshed. I like it. But i realised smthing, no matter how, i will not be able to get used to the bed, i really miss my bed back home badly. Or shd i say, i love my bed last sem. Almost everynight was a good nite's rest. But hey, nvm, keep reminding myself that its only another few more mths, and i'll leave this place then. *smilez*
46 days; 6.5weeks til i'm home. 1mth til my bday.