_* Life *_
- Tuesday, May 09, 2006 / 8:37 pm.
This is life; not brought in on a platter.I've tried to deal with it.Make things better,but things ain't improving.I'm getting tired of it.I don't wanna accomodate anymore.I'm sick of pushing myself on.I lost sight of my goal.What seems to motivate, no longer does.Everything i see in front of me seems endless.I'm tired. I really am.I can't see myself in 5yrs time, much less a decade.All i see is a wall, so high i can't climb.I feel like letting go.To fall back and everything will end.Suicide is said to be the cowardly way out.But perhaps it isn't.Perhaps its a prevention of oneself from furthur devestation.A rollercoaster, is what my life is now.Cuz everything is hazy, i don't know if i will go up or down next.Tell me, shd i let go?