_* Bouts of Unhappiness *_
- Wednesday, June 07, 2006 / 4:46 pm.
all of a sudden, emotions just washed over me.
i really ache to be back home.
i can't help but become a weakling.
tears well up.
i know there's no remedy but to console myself.
i know this is a test, a hurdle in life i have to push through it.
but i cannot stop the sadness from building up.
to know that tmr, i'll be all alone.
to know that for once in my life, i don't look forward to tmr coming.
thats it, i really am feeling unwanted, uncherished and for that little bit unloved.