_* a week *_
- Monday, January 22, 2007 / 1:50 pm.
A rollercoaster of feelings.
After a while, all i felt was numb.
I don't know what to say, i don't know what i feel.
A point in life, when words said absoultely meant nothing.
I'd should be prepared, for after a mth, it shouldn't have been that bad.
But once the tide hits, the flow starts.
An allnight of crying, been a while since i've last done that.
But now to think back, crying for what?
Its not within my control, there's nothing i can do about it.
Sometimes, it makes me think, how two-person character i've become.
One moment of happinness, another of sadness.
In the comfort of friends ard, i'd be as i am.
A mask on the front, whatever thought off hidden away.
Alone at home, otherwise appears.
The flow of it just happens.
I'd want a direction again.
Lost in the world of beings.
The path of light, doesn't shine that bright after all.
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- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 / 3:33 am.
Never thought it was possible, but i'd actually abandon my blog for a full month!!
Gosh! It really has been that long hasn't it.
Apologies, Apologies.
Been buried under work and partying and everything in between.
That i'd hardly had much time to sleep for some days.
But that's all toning down.
Yes, i'm toning down the partying.
Its time to do so.
2006 past me by in a flash.
The year which i spent majority of my time Down Under.
A fantastic year had past me by.
2006, shall be year remembered fondly.
Much that i'd experienced.
Many firsts.
Also the yr that marks the 1st time i've done something that i'd regret til now.
A regret that was brought into 2007, a regret that can never be amended.
To you, i'm filled with much apologies.
Nothing i'd do now will make a difference.
I'm sorry for all the hurt and tempers thrown.
I'd never meant for things to turn out this way.
But i'd guess this may be God's way of teaching me.
I'd hope u'll be in peace now.
Thank You for being there, for being tolerant of me.
You shall always be remembered.
Come 2007, embarks me on another path in life.
One that marks for me the beginning of my workaholic life.
For 2yrs at least.
Growing up has its pains, but with its joys as well.
Hard to balance, but somehow it manages to do so.
I've learnt the hard way, what doesn't break me makes me stronger.
The pictures shall do the talking.
Mainly of what i've been up to.
This was my memories for the past 2 months.
WARNING: i'm absolutely lazy to split up the posts, be prepared for maximus photo-whoring and pilling.
Brisbane, was left with many fond memories.
The shopping i'd totally miss the most.
The food, not all that much. (hee)
The people, yes, definately.
The cold, of course.
But most of all, i just miss me in brissy.
*smilez*
A wedding dinner attended, the day after i returned back from Brissy.
But i'm glad i made it in time!
To see one my childhood friend get hitched.
The forgies are just plain happy to get together.
Baby-sitting i did. With the 3 little ones.
Nice and memorable times.
Back to ol' comfort club.
Whats more to say.
My familiar dearies
New friends.
Same place.
More and More and More.
We've up-ed to club hopping it seems.
Fun as it is, can't do it forever.
Fun whilst it lasted.
The peeps i've not met in a long time.
The night they unsuccessfully tried to make me drunk.
Loads of laughter spilled.
Where chilling is the best.
Wala, i wanna go again.
Anyone?
Events, events, events.
Hennessy with Ginger Ale is the best amongst.
Don't try it with coke.
The usual ladies night.
How i go w/o my dearies.
New friends met.
A little isolated.
Big, but inconvinent.
Sound system different.
Empty, i must say.
Full of ol' uncles.
Not a place i'd go often.
BUT, the place, with the most UP-market supper i'd ever had.
The familiar gang.
In a new place.
But still as we are.
Comfortable all round.
Brithday Wishes for the 2nd Youngest.
No longer 21, she is.
Flashy car.
Full of labels.
But doesn't do it for me though.
Attendence was meant for the free drinks. *hicks*
Johnny Walker with Apple Tea.
The only way to go.
The usual us.
The usual place.
The usual day.
Our yearly ritual came around again.
A warm dinner at Merchant Court.
Exchanges all round.
This year, thank god, we all gotten the 'right' presents.
With a short walk to Coffee Club thereafter.
Chilled with our teas, while we waited.
MOS, we headed into ending the night with us and our dances.
Teddy Bear's bday.
Drunk, he gotten as u can see.
Man, what a subborn drunkard he was.
A sight to see, 4 bouncers carrying one.
Funny, if u can see the other light.
Des's No. 1's celeb.
Been ages sinces we've last gathered like this.
I'd must say, it really was very enjoyable.
The 4 of us with our cam-whoring.
The 5 of us, reuniting.
Enjoying Oli's singing.
The day expected to arrive since graduation.
A sister married, officially.
An ol' couple they've become.
The familiarity with us all gathered.
The 6 of us, i'd miss.
An impromtu decision.
Zouk in our comfort wear.
Just me and Jo, with other friends.
Fun as it is, not what i'll be doing the next time ard.
The oldest of the lot turns 23.
Drunk just as midnight passed.
Previously said, i'd make him crawl outta DblO,
But still, being carried out is fair enough.
Man, we drank like whales.
See the drunkard? (haa)
*wink*
Whole Lotta isn't it.
Phew!!
*GRINZ*