_* Random Thoughts *_
- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 / 10:20 pm.
Point 1:
i've hit my first month mark at JP. I'd must say, life sounds good for now, but in time to come, i can predict myself getting bored with the job. Haa. for me to say that now, tells alot doesn't it. The good thing, i can web-surf the whole day and no one bothers as long as i get my work done. But i'd realised, there's tis irritating ABNN sitting 2 rows behind me that likes to keep walking up and down the aisle, and when he does, he likes to look over at your pc screen to see what u're doing. Ah heck, as long as my laoban-niang doesn't say a thing, i don't bother.
Point 2:
Eating with the boss depletes my $$$. She has freaking expensive taste, for LUNCH. Mind u. Our average bill for 5 peeps is generally in the range of $300. Her fav haunt: Tung Lok Restaurants. Sheesh, Shark's Fin Soup for lunch, only my laoban-niang can afford. Thank God we don't lunch together all that often. Once a week is more than enough.
Point 3:
1mth anniversary of getting my driver's license today. I'd realised that the enthusiasim for being behind the wheel is wearing off. Seriously, i cannot be bothered to go out anymore, cuz its no longer enjoyable feeling tired and weary. And frankly, i'd realised why previously asking ppl to pick u up and drop u off, may sound like a piece of cake, but after long, it feels like chore instead. I don't enjoy. Call me a selfish bitch, but thats the way i am. Think i'm going back to public transport aka Cabs.
Point 4:
Mom seems to get the ideas that my salary is 10K per mth. Her demands are getting atrocious and way outta hand. I need to put her in place soon. Well although she's the worse of the lot, everyone else seems to think that too. Freaking petrol doesn't come cheap, $350 pumped into the car since mid last month and its all on my bill. FARK.
Point 5:
Bitch about me, yes i Bitch about u too. Come on, be truthful and admit that you Bitch. Be realistic, in today's world, whom doesn't bitch about others? Its a dinner topic, bitching. To go around acting as if u're the goody-two-shoes, ain't gonna work.
Point 6:
I am who i am. I may not be perfect, but what makes u think you are. Do u ever realised that your comments can be degrading others at times? Do u ever realised how curt your words are? Do u ever realised that i'm not a kid. Mind u, friends are friends, but in no way do they give u the ability to talk to me in that kind of manner. I shut up about it cuz it won't do any good for either parties to keep arguing on, but once more again and I'd frankly say, i won't mind losing this friend.
Point 7:
Some things pisses me off big time, but i can't say. Why? cuz those ard me don't realise that despite my good-nature outlook, i am pissed. Watch your words, cuz i won't guarentee that i will never shoot back someday.
Point 8:
Taking time apart. Good or bad? I think i'd need a trip abroad. Myself. Pick up, pack and leave. Even if its for 4days. I'd know it'll do me good. Somewhere cold during Aug. I'd think its down to Aussie for me. Rent a car and drive. The familiar roads and the unfamiliar ones. I'd miss brissy, the good times and the bad.
Point 9:
Somethings i'd regret doing, cuz despite giving, u never really get something worth in return do u?
Point 10:
Tired out. I miss being able to call up to work and cancel.
btw: My laoban-niang is hiring another personnel to assist in the project. Same position and contract terms, and if i'm not wrong, salary wise should be slighty lesser than mine or the same. Let me know if ya'll are interested.
_* Turning 23 *_
- Friday, June 08, 2007 / 9:39 am.
As the birthday wishes flows in, the reality that i'm officially a yr older hits home. Somehow, 23 doesn't seem like 23 to me. Still felt like it was only yesterday that i was planning my 21st bday celeb at Coasta Sands Chalet.
Although that said, i am, in my career & social life where i envisioned myself to be at 23 when i was 21. I'd admit, much less can be said the same for my love life anyway. The past 2yrs has taught me to love, live, let go and given me the pain experience like i never thought would happen to me. All the drama and the untouched before territory, to be frank, i'd have enough of it.
My Bday wish for this yr is simple: For good health to myself and my love ones around me. Where i stand today, and the live that i've lived, i'm grateful and thankful, cuz despite my high-handed demands/ways, i do know to count my blessings that i've lived a good life til now. *smilez*
Ok, enough of reminising and digging up my feelings. Its back to work for me. Everything set aside til tonite. Party ppl, eveyone's out to make me drunk.
_* Fri that feels like Mon *_
- Friday, June 01, 2007 / 9:55 am.
Today absolutely feels like a Monday to me. Its as though i just came back from a break and its the beginning of the week. Probably cuz 2 outta 4 of my team is on leave as well as my laoban niang. *sigh* how i wish to be staying at home and nuah too.
I'm still racking my brain for where i want my dinner location to be. And i still can't come up with a good place that can seat for est. 10pax. WHERE?? Does anyone have a good suggestions to come up with? I need an assessible place that is in town.
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